Ajisat´s questionle life choices

Hello guys its Ajisat again, i hope everyone is doing ok and is in good health.

So its been a while since i posted anything, lifes been busy lately and to be fair i didn’t had any inspiration lately to write.

Since my last post i ve got thorough many changes, most Recent and biggest so far is my new job. I finally got into the job that genuinely makes sense to me, you know how you’re sometimes doing something in some XYZ company and cant figure out why the hell this job exist? ….right now i have the opposite feeling and it feels great.

I can´t really talk about what exactly i do in that job but i can tell you the place and its at the Ministry of Internal affairs. I also got lucky with the amazing colleagues , we almost immediately locked in and i finally get to work with people that have same mental illness as i do XD. Were having so much fun.

I finally got the feeling of calm and relief. Finally no major pressure on my shoulders even tho i know that is just a beginning and there´s soo much things to learn but i found myself going relaxed to job. No anxiety, no fear no nothing, just knowledge that i can take my time learning and no one expect me to get it right away and even our lead (idk the exact position but its basically a manager) said that it will takes perhaps months before i get everything in my head.

I don´t want to write a long post so i will leave it as it is for now and don’t worry, i do remember about the Word press and i try to write more consistently.

With warm regards

Ajisat