Ajisat´s questionle life choices

Have you ever felt guilty about regretting being with you’re family?

Who red my previous post know that I’m currently on vacation with my family, and even though I love them and everything, I really regret being with them right now.

All we do every day is arguing, and it’s really exhausting.

Right now I’m sitting at the beach (it’s 22:30) and just listening to the sound of the waves.

On my left, there’s a old city called Side. It’s very beautiful, it’s quite far (6 km) so I can’t just go there, but I really want to.

I mean I can, it will probably take me about hour of slow walk but parents always go ballistic, saying it’s dangerous for me as woman to go alone. I’m 25 yrs old. During the day I don’t really think anything happens if I don’t go away from main pathway (that is litteraly going alongside the beach and there’s hotels everywhere. It’s basically a long line of hotels and in between of them and the sea there’s beach and big wide pathway connecting them.

Pathway leads toward the Side town so really no danger, even at night it’s light.

Perhaps I’m just really angry cuz of all fights so I’m ventilating here to you guys, but I just desperately want to be seen as adult by my own parents. I have a full time job, a bachelor degree, got accepted to masters on distant so I can work, was always helping with siblings (I’m oldest daughter and child) and currently searching a flat to move out. But it seems like on their eyes the moment I step aside I will be snatched by someone (I know there’s risks and it does happen but it can happen with them nearby too and as long as I’m aware of my surroundings I will be fine, besides I travel a lot lately).

Sorry guys I just needed to complain to someone who will actually listen.

Have a nice night

Ajisat