Ajisat´s questionable life choices

Hi everyone,

Since i can´t focus on my job, i thought i´d write about my university entrance exams, witch will take place tomorrow.

Firstly i should say that i never planned to send an application to this university, i was already accepted to private university and was completely happy about my life…..well life is very wild thing. I had everything planned to smallest detail, job, payments, how much money i need to have in september to pay off whole year of 63 000,– czech crouns (witch is about 2 800 US dollars).

I was going to job and relaxed enjoyed a free time without school, but no, life had to make it difficult. One not so much sunny dayi recieved a phone call from one of my favourite teacher from previous university, she is working with one other university program that works with quite prestigious diplomatic academy (yes i studied Diplomacy and int.relations). The point that made it difficult was the fact, that it also costs money…money that i dont have unfortunately.

Overnight i was standing in front of two choices witch school to choose first. The thing is that i can probably do an academy later in life BUT! that techer i mentioned earlier…helped to recieve a discount, that might not be available later. And i don´t want a loan if i can gather money if i have enough time (witch i dont have)

Now to the new application: after a week of stressing myself out like crazy i knew i have to decide what to do next. In Czechia most of university applications are already closed during summer (only private schools take applications till end of september/beggining of november and unis that have second application period), so had two options. First to go to the academy and skip year, earn money and then go for my masters degree. Second, try to find a free state school that have second round of applications and pay only for academy.

That i should have thought about second option before stressing? YES. Did i though of that? NO, why, stressing is for my brain apparently funnier XD.

So i searched, fortunately we have an web site were you can filtrate all schools and see which still take applications. And i found one, actually and suprisingly, it is one of mos prestigious UNIS in our country. With program different from my in bachelors studies but still compatible so i can go directly do Masters program. After reading about the program i said “f it” and just send applicaton. Only later i found out, that i did it on a LAST day before aplicatons period closed. If a had waited even a day longer….well, i was lucky.

So, they sent me a bunch of informations for entrance exams, thinks i have to read, what i should know…basic stuff…one problem is TIME, or more like lack of it. I do like to read, really, i have ton of read books, but i usually don´t read 3 books a day. So as every average student these days i asked for help chat GPT. Since i have payed version i asked to make me (for some long books) a comprehensive analysis. And i know some of you will say it´s cheating, but i really didnt had a time to read 20 titles in a week (while working full time).

The exam is supposed to be oral, where we will talk about motivation to study in that school, about read titles and stuff aroud the program. I expect it to be quite chill experience but at the same time i´m nervous as hell.

To be fair, even if they won´t accept me, i of course will be little bit dissapoited but as it was a last minute decision i woudn´t be surprised. I do realise, that i´m not prepared enough as if a had more time, but even tho i promise to do my best.

I even managed to find an old acceptance letter from bachelor studies from time when i applied to VERY similar program at different school (i was surprised they havent destroyed it in their system). I don´t think it will do much, but i believe that i have to use everything i have to get me closer to success.

I hope you readers will understand this mess i wrote above, please leave some comments if you liked some part or not, i´m trying to improve my writing skills and language skills, so be free to give a feedbacks.

Bye for tonight

Ajisat